it seems to me that all chaos in my life is because of the endless relationships i keep getting in and out of… no, i don’t mean romantic relationships… though i wonder if i could get in and out of romantic relationships just as easily… on second thoughts, i wonder if i actually get in and out of any relationship easily…
well the past few weeks, i was finding it extremely difficult to stay in any relationship… there was also a point when i was wondering if i am in a relationship at all… people just seemed to be around.. with very little involvement in each others lines… sort of like lines that intersected but didn’t either get entangled or even touch each other… so they exist without any special reference to each other… barely acknowledging the others’ presence… or in my case, since it’s people… acknowledging the others’ presence when required…. or even according to one’s own whims and fancies…
it came to a point when i have reached my peek of irritation… and now i have started wondering if i shouldn’t be the same.. makes things easier doesn’t it…